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Discharge

Alhamdulillah am discharge from hospital yesterday- Thursday 10.12.15

The discharge summary : discharge to home self care. To continue same medications.

Plan: TCA for Antenatal Care in 1 month with Cardio & Endocrine review. LSCS at as near possible to 38 weeks if BP well controlled with medications.

Bought myself some monitoring gadgets too as adviced but the doctor. They adviced not to get too fancy machine self managed machine such as microlife brand. As for the sugar glucose tester must ensure the strips and tester under one brand to ensure quality accurate results.

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Praying hard to I can manage on my own until the baby is 36 37 38 weeks.
Pray for us k.

Xoxo
FAIRYYAYA

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Admission 4th day

Surprise! Am still admitted today..its my 4th day here at PCMC and so far it has been a rollercoaster of mixed emotions.

I have been referred to another doctor yesterday due to my glucose test result. The reading was 8.5 and they also confirmed there is protein in my urine.

My BP reading yesterday was at a safe level but today it seems to spike. The reading was mostly at 150/90. Haish.

Yesterday also we did the sugar blood test before and after each meal. Meaning my fingers are frequently poked to test.

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My gyne also scan our little baby N and she is currently still at 29 weeks and 5 days.

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So today only my pregnancy just turned 30 weeks. Common baby N we can do this. Lets try our best to delay the delivery to at least 36 or 37 weeks.

The doctor has been seriously talking about the possibility of early delivery. Premmie baby and when she shared the news that the Neo Natal care NICU here is currently RM1k per day..we were shocked to the bone! So she started suggesting the possibility to refer us to HUKM which might have a cheaper alternative for neonatal care.

I think by the end of the day there was too much information to digest and I was very upset…:'(:'(

Try read some zikir.. read yasin and praying hard for Allah to ease our challenges.

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And finally I was so exhausted…that I just sleep throughout the night for the 1st time since admission. (Exclude toilet trips and lapar tgh mlm 😅)

Today woke up with a terrible headache. Freshen up myself and alhamdulillah so far besides my 152/90 bp reading both my endoncronologist Dr Shamin and Dr Seri been sharing some comforting news. My glucose result might be not be accurate afterall bcoz it was not after 24 hrs after the dexa shot (matangkan paru2 baby) it might increse the sugar level result. So next Monday I am schedule for another glucose test (outpatient). So far the 4 blood finger test tu the result is borderline. Still have some hope here. She told me if I can take care of my diet there are chances I might not even start on the insulin. ALLAHUAKHBAR.

No protein in my urine as well and as long Dr Azlina my heart doc can clear me am good to go home..and delay the delivery.

Just that i overheard the nurse said my bp is still not stable 😑😅😥

Manalah my dietition ni…and doc Azlina ni…still waiting for them.

Pray for us please.
Xoxo
FAIRYYAYA

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The scary news

Hi there! I am currently at 29th weeks of my 3rd pregnancy and my health is not so good as at to date.

My oedema started somewhere end of 27th weeks and the carpal syndrome is also kicking in. Slowly…

My face, my hands and feet all swollen due to water retention.

During my last chk up at 19th Nov, Dr did mentioned something about my bp not looking so good. Even though at that time it was still under the normal zone she detected the increasing trend from every check up….

Last Thursday 3rd Dec I wasn’t feeling so great due to my sore throat flu and sensing that I have jangkit my hubby who was suffering all same symptoms the week before. Thinking nothing serious finally on Saturday night we manage to stop by at our local clinic. Was dignose normal flu bla bla and I la gatal ask the doc before balik..”err doc can u just check my bp dah alang2 I’m here”.

Okay so she did it..and she was in silent. She did it one more time.
Doc: what did ur gyne say last time about your bp?
Me: (as per above)
Doc: she is right. Your bp is way to high ni! Bahaya!
Me: berapa?
Doc: 180/××× ( tak ingat)
Then she ask her nurse to take the digital bp machine.
Still high.
Doc: by right you should be admitted urgently!
Me: worried…:oops::oops:
And the doctor told her her tale…yg menakutkan which we know she normally will do lah kan lol!

So she issued out a referral letter and we dcded to sleep over it.

The next day I told my mom and she adviced us to just chk again the bp. And true enough it was like 190/122 184/110 so er doc at pcmc said must be warded. I was not allowed to walk and push on wheel chair and wait at the observation bay.

They took my blood and urine sample.
And was given 200 miligram of tridat.
Had a short nap and by the timw they took my bp it was 146/90.

Pushed up to my ward and they took again the bp was 156/xx pulakk..the nurses consulted my gyne and double my dosage to 400miligram. So there from then on my medicine remain at 400miligram.

Requested me to record my liquid intake as well.

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They keep checking my bp now and then…the lowest it dropped to 126/90. So my family can go home in relief and rest for the night.

Throughout the night my bp was like yoyo up and only down after the medication.

They even monitored our baby heartbeat. Such a relief to hear her active heartbeat. She was very active in my tummy. But she is still small at 29th weeks 4 days.

Cant wait to see my gynea!!

To be continued.

Please pray for both of us. May baby N be born at least at 36 or 37 weeks and my bp condition stablized.

Xoxo
Fairyyaya

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Approaching 10 weeks

Had a good cry last night. Emotionally not stable i guess. Feeling week and down lately. Lucky me my husband reminded me to my roots. Allah tak menduga hambaNya kalau dia rasa kita tak mampu tanggung.

Percayalah ada hikmah di sebalik dugaan dan kesakitan yang diberikan ni. Percayalah juga dan terus berdoa anak yang dikandung ini menjadi khalifah yang hebat. Dugaan ibu yang mengandung yang sangat dasyat dugaanya.

Istigfar sayang..istigfar..banyak2. I cannot do anything all I can do is pray that Allah give me some of your pain for me to tanggung instead of you. He look at me sadly trying to comfort me. Air mata semahu2 nya keluar mengalir je..teresak2..macam budak2 je rasa.

You nak apa i will try to accomodate. U need to fight..muntah makan muntah makan…like mom told me. Last night we had a little drama infront of my parent house. I was soo upset to leave my parent house. I was hugging my mom’s leg saying mama mama…after a bad vomit b4 naik kereta. I was just like a little girl who wants her mommy.:'(

You must understand how that felt kan? yes very sad. But i know I am no longer a baby and my family needs me. I have to go home..until my hubby agree for me to let me rest at my mom’s for a while this week. Yeay.

Now i am just writing…to channel out my sadness. Hoping it will help to ease my sadness a bit. Letting it out. I might delete this entry or might not. It depends. But this is definitely how i felt lately.

Bedresting je today.
Pray for my health ya..and my baby too.
Tomorrow we both reach 10th week of pregnancy.

Xoxo
FAIRYYAYA

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The suffering of a pregnant mother

I am at 8 weeks of my 3rd pregnancy. Honestly I cannot wait for me to reach 2nd trimester. The bad vomitting is back and I have been on a very long mc since i reached 6th weeks.

YaAllah. Only you know the suffer that I have to go through. Thought it would be different this time but I guess nope it’ll be just like my 2 earlier pregnancy with Aqib and Wawa

The torture of not being able to retain any food is very upsetting. Ended up crying with husband asking him to help take the vomitting away…I know by previous experience it will subdue by 4th or 5th month of pregnancy. But i still have a very many weeks to go.

Dear Baby. Please stay healthy in there while mama sort her messy unorganized self during her difficult moments. Please Ya Allah make this pregnancy easier and smooth for me and future baby. AMIN.

XOXO
:'(:'(

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30th June 2015

Happy 4th Birthday sayang! Sorry this year mama tak sihat tak dapat buat party. Next year InsyaAllah if ada rezeki lebih ya.

Tq to all Wan Family for the birthday presents.
Tokwan Tokmi – thomas train set
Uncle apis – ben then skateboard stand
Uncle jazz – sword mattel
Uncle aiq – dinosours
Mama papa – apa eh tak taula..tapi byk dah beli toy wakak

Mama still dalam mabuk2 dia sempat siapkan simple impromtu set up.
Cake ice cream from Pistachio.

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praying for my son to be well always. Kesian dia selalu sakit. Moga Allah jauhkan daripada penyakit yang tidak boleh disembuhi. Berikan kesihatan yg baik baik and sentiasa jadi good boy! Muahs.

Belated entry..huaa sedih.

Xoxo
Fairyyaya

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The Reception

A week after girl’s side reception, its finally our long awaited reception. Playing host has always been one of our favourite activities.

Date : 4th April 2015
Time :11.30am to 4.00pm
Wedding concept :
Buffet style & 8 dome
Free seating
Theme : electric blue
No of pax : 750
Wedding planner : Wan Sariyah Wan Hassan and Wan Ahmad Shabari family
Pelamin and entrance pathway setting : declasaflora (our kak Nani from zaman my eldest bro kahwin) and felda mgmt
Wedding gifts : ssf silver bling mini jar decorated by a2ppl with blue ribbons and hint of white rose plus (760) personalised thank you note. Choc by Beryl’s Serdang
Vip gifts : ssf premium box (10)
Dome gifts : Fidani’s gold chocolate eggs wrapped with silver wrapping (50)
Kids gifts : 200 packets of kids goodies by a2ppl

Wedding entertainers :
1. Duaa and short tazkirah by IM Hassan
2. 3 Song performance by Aishah
3. Mr husband 3 english songs selected by the bride and groom
4. Food by Felda D’Saji
5. Band by Risda Termeloh.
6. Wedding floor manager n crew lead by my cousin Rizal Azim, Haikal and Udin and both side of the family the Shamsudin’s clan and the Wan Muhammad’s Clan. Thank you sooo much!
7. Wedding photographer : Chapp photography
8. Videographer and live feed: Bunga studio
9. Photobooth by Bunga Studio as well. Piccabooth. Sponsored by kakak tersayang wakaka.
10. Hall : Felda Dewan Tun Rahah
11. Montaj & speech & wedding highlights by Myshots.
12. Make up and wedding dress rental by Fidz Boutique Shah Alam.
13. Pelamin, girls’ flowers by Kak nani
14. Flower girl dresses from Isetan Bianca
15. Accomodation Prince Hotel

Alhamdulillah the wedding went well.
Here are some of the pictures for sharing.

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Vip’s golden treasure box

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Post function feedback. We prefer one seating wedding lah. Haha..coz its more relaxing and organized for the main fam members. merata2 semua org this time. But the wins is of course kasi pukul rata semua bole invite free flow.

Xoxo Fairyyaya

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The Girl’s reception – Teluk Intan 28th Mac 2015

The reception took place at the Dewan Perbadaran Teluk Intan, the theme was lilac. Our entourage of 12 to 14 cars convoy to the hall. The weather was Alhamdulillah sunny and warm. Total of us joined the “perarakan” was around 50 plus. Including my in-laws who drove all the way to TI.

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The decoration of the pelamin was gorgeous! I personally love it, something similar to my cousin’s set up few years back at JW Marriot. Serious it was nice! The entourage was allocated a special dome serving tables allocated at the front.

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I was wearing my first Bella Amara tweed jubbah. I love it very much even though the tweed part can be a bot itchy. Was honestly trying to cut some cost since the electric blue costed so much hahah…end up I couldn’t fit my previous raya lilac kurung. Emergency shopping…dush something chic and simple but elegant just perfect for out of town wedding. Mujur ada air cond!! :p

At the “meja santapan” we allocate our dearest aunty Cik Nun, Mama Papa and another couple which I can”t remember right now. After the usual salam and photo session, we left to KL.

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I was able to relax after the event, part 1 and 2 done, a week before our side reception.

It felt nice to be included in the wedding planning of the girl’s side. We share the same choc eggs ordered all the way from Glenmarie/ F choc.

Well this is a very short entry. Lets check out the picas!

xoxo

Fairyyaya

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The Nikah Day -27.4.2015

Its the day.
Once we have arranged the hantaran in one car we departed to Teluk Intan around 9am and reached the Grand Court Hotel around 11.45am. The journey was smooth alhamdulillah.

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Picas how the dulang2 was arranged in mama’s crv.

Once we checked in, the rest of the family members started to arrived. 18 rooms in total.

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While the men went for Friday prayers and lunch some of us gathered in room 216.

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Well the men kindda forgotten us yang kelaparan in the room while they enjoyed Ghulam Raja’s nasi. 😅

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The best thing having the wedding wassap group is that everyone shared the pictures taken all throughout the day! Best best. So we can record all the moments hehe..so above is the pengantin’s pic before nikah.

Around 4pm we all are ready to go to the masjid. A small briefing session was given by my mom and aunty to all the pemegang dulang – boys. And of course all donning nude baju melayu. The theme for our side was pink and nude.

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Briefing session @ room 216. Groom’s mom room.

Some pics on the hantaran.

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While some of us gathered at the lobby before the whole entourage start heading to the masjid. Around 10 cars I think.

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To the masjid!
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With just one lafaz Nadia is now officially Haziq’s wife. Alhamdulillah.

Xoxo
Fairyyaya

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The wedding

My lil’ bro is getting married tomorrow! Its been a very busy beginning of year 2015 that I didn’t have the chance to blog about it.

Well sedar-sedar esok is the nikah day! Being the only sister, I’ve tried my best to acommodate my mom and brother. The preparations hit full swing in Feb 2015 after CNY.

My aunties too getting older and infact just now another aunty of ours was admitted due to lungs infections. Last week our dearest Mak Nyah was admitted due to denggi. Gosh my kids too tetiba demam last Wednesday!.Dugaan…moga Allah sembuhkan auntie2 and anak2 ku. Please pray for our solemnization to be smooth as planned

Its been a sad year 2014 with my future sil mom’s death due to cancer..my uncle too. So i think tomorrow maybe ada banyak airmata yang akan gugur including mine.

Well besides that..lets look at the bright side. Setiap perkara yang berlaku adalah ketentuan Illahi. He knows the best.

Xoxo
Fairyyaya

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